2015: My year in review

Hello everyone!

I hope you all had a great Christmas! 
Tomorrow is the last day of 2015! I honestly cannot believe it! So much has changed for me this year, as you probably know if you've been reading since the beginning. I was asked a week ago in a comment on my 'if my summer was a musical' post if I would consider doing a look back on my year and what has changed for me. So here we go...

I went into 2015 in a healthy relationship. I was happy in this relationship, and I honestly thought that I was going to be with that boy for the rest of my life. I won't go into detail about what happened, but if you've been reading for a while, you can probably get the gist of it all...
Six months down the line, we broke up. I did my exams, and I failed two of them. I went into some state of mild depression. I started to suffer from stress and anxiety problems. I was having panic attacks left, right and centre if one little thing went wrong. It wasn't healthy. I took part in a musical, which was where I was the most happy. I got a job, which took my mind off of things for a while. Eventually, I started to be happy with myself. I was going out more, I was meeting up with my friends, I was making new friends! 
And then August came... I repeated my two exams. And a month later I discovered that I had failed one of them. I thought that my life was over, I was never going to become a teacher. That was the end of the road for me. But I was so lucky to have a brilliant support system in the form of my family and friends. They are the ones who got me through the toughest three weeks where I had to decide what I was going to do next. I went back and repeated the module, and I am so happy that I did, because it has given me time to find myself and to become closer with my family and to meet up a lot more with my friends. 
I am now going into 2016 happier than I have ever been! I am single, and I am happy about it, because the only person I have to think about is myself. As selfish as that sounds, I need to, because if I don't, I'll be back to square one where I'm depending on someone else in order for me to be happy.

In between all of this, I started this blog. I started it as a get away for myself. I didn't know what was going to happen! I've always been a fan of bloggers and YouTubers, so I decided to do this for myself. I only ever 'promoted' it on instagram, I never mentioned it to my friends until they said it to me. Now, I am 5000 page views in, and it's time that I started to share this a lot more.
So if you are here because of my Facebook page, welcome! 
Please, don't be shy, leave a comment, let me know what you think! All I will say is, if it's a criticism, at least make it constructive!

Lets make 2016 even better than the last!
I hope you all have a great New Year! I'll see you next year ❤

Until next time.
Fifs xo
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